Irrational Exhibits #12 : Bendix Building — TSALA Hosts Jynx Prado and Wes Weisbaum
Concept: Queery Tales II: Pinocchio and The Puppet is a music, audio text response, and time durational piece that retells the story of Pinocchio in the lens of a Genderfluid identity that has been influenced and controlled by cultural, religious, generational trauma. Who is the real puppet and who controls what? Who is who? The Same story about a puppet that just wants to be a real person is yet again retold for those reliving it in 2023 as hate crimes and anti-legislation looms over the U.S.
The origins of The Idea:
Pinocchio: Among the list of the 6 stories I wanted to retell Pinocchio was the one that I thought of that made Queery Tales a reality with its overall message: Everyone deserves to be seen as humans and what better character to have the best understanding to be seen as a real person than the puppet Pinocchio? I thought of moments from the different iterations of the story as early as the 1st written tale in the 1800s to the more recent Guillermo Del Toro version and one moment that is always recreated that gets my attention was the part where Pinocchio is brought to a puppet show to perform in front of a crowd of spectators. Not only did it bridge the identity of Pinocchio from his external side of being a puppet but the way how he is not aware of the irony of performing as a puppet surrounded by other puppets that are not like him but he thinks he is acting freely under a system he is stuck in. That was reality to me. I believe that at some point growing up queer we believe we are being ourselves under a system that limits our movements and we feel fine when given movement until reality hits and we figure out we are restricted even when amongst our own. I do not feel as safe with my community than outside it when some of my own do not have the same experiences as I have being genderfluid. I also do not feel as free in public knowing some people see me as just a male (A puppet) when I see myself as an individual who is fluid with my gender (A real boy).
Planning:
The Scene: When I found my scene I wanted to make a new project that was both innovative to my practice as well as familiar to what I work with in my overall work. I did thought of making a Pinocchio Puppet out of wood but I thought of two things:
1.) Logically the material collecting and process to carve wood would need more time to experiment and play with to make a fully wooden Pinocchio that I would imagine would work best in this piece.
2.) Emotionally I have put on record that my burlap pieces not only represent my community and really anyone who can relate to the message per piece but they relate to me the most. I tend to be told that my burlap figures look very life-like for their weight and fiber so why reinvent the wheel when I can recreate Pinocchio the same way how I create my sculptures?
The “Puppet”: It was the first time creating a puppet and it was both fun and a learning experience since not only did I have to create a body that read as my own work but it had to be read as a puppet visually and functionally. Some can argue that my version of Pinocchio can be called an embodiment sculpture like the rest of my works and some can argue against that but I would just say that it is both. I designed Pinocchio to have the similar body design of a puppets movement while trying to maintain the similar forms of body parts that my original sculptures would capture so that hybridity can be read as such (Blue Print can be found in Process and Notes section). I was stumped on how the movement really works for puppets so I had to sit with the piece and study for a bit.
Coincidentally the famous Bob Baker Marionette Fair was going on the same week most of the plans were made so I took a trip and watched the magic happen. I seen how much of the puppeteers wore monochromatic colors to perform with the puppet so the puppet can be read better as well as attempting to fit in a similar style so if the puppet had a baggy outfit so did the puppeteer. Before speaking to anyone I wanted to make sure to gather my questions by watching before asking; I watched how the movement of both the puppets and puppeteers were in a visual dance and what kind of frames were used to hoist the puppets and why. Puppeteers with experience showed expressions with their face to correlate the body language of the puppet in order to signify the emotion at play. I seen large frames for big exaggerated movements and small wood puppet frames for small, intimate parts like small arms or mouths. After discussing with several puppeteers I went back to the drawing board and finished up the designs and created my version of Pinocchio.
The Pinocchio and The Puppet: I did plan for myself to be Pinocchio at one point to have the audience interact with me by pulling strings that attach to a frame that attach to me, but I found that A.) I’m chunky so those ropes wont last long and B.) I do not believe anyone would be willing to participate in a piece possibly knowing the implications of hoisting a queer body around and they may feel that they are too responsible for my actions (Maybe for a future piece?). The idea stood with me and I combined this and myself controlling the piece into two bodies at play that are not distinguished by title but in actions are similar hence why the vagueness of the title Pinocchio and The Puppet.
The Literal Framework:
The Cross: The wood frame was initially going to be a duplicate of what I was using to control the piece but given that other iterations were similar to a cross I had to include that as the ideal frame. With this info you can probably guess that the work’s focus on the idea that religion has historically been controlling the narrative of gender roles may have come into play after the fact and was not a preconceived idea for the piece and you would be right. It is both a coincidence that I used a crossbar to have my body be controlled and it is a given since growing up I was bombarded with religious iconography and the thoughts of religion have influenced me without my permission thanks my religiously stricken culture and family. Gender norms have been dictated by the Euro-Centric way of thinking that is dominated by Christian/Catholic pedagogy and it is always important to look back to that fact even when that system is diminishing; Gender norms of today came from somewhere and it is always best to reflect on that even when it isn’t the main subject.
The Audio: The secondary function of the piece is the audio that plays with the performance and dictates what happens. The scene that was being retold had puppet-like music to play in the background so I did some research on 1800’s music from Italy when the original story was set in. I found a song called Allegro Con Brico by Ignazio Spergher’s Sonate in B flat major and I also mixed in a beat that matches in current music by slowing it down and changing the sound to make it more of an echo. I wanted the piece to communicate in itself so while the music played there would be text audio heard of myself reading out states, letters, numbers and different titles: “Education” Freedom of speech, Healthcare, Identity info, Other anti LGBTQ rights and Civil Rights. What I was reading was the over 400+ anti queer and anti trans bills that have either been proposed, in current debate or passed laws from every state in the United States as of May 2023 for this year alone. Whenever these laws were read out I would freeze in place hanging by literal threads along with my Pinocchio to show how the bills limit movement. When the last bills in the list are read the music starts to go on quick intervals like a completed record player till it goes faster and closer and louder till a single glitch of a tone plays and goes silent. I made it so it can give the signal of the final 10 minutes of the piece as well as a metaphor that the music playing on repeat was actually representing a queer life starting and ending and as it repeated quicker and ended faster it means more and more lives went by till it stopped. This would commence the final 10 minutes of the piece that really is the overarching message of the performance. Within the 10 minutes audio of news reports and interviews of queer individuals are played of current news that involve anti trans and anti queer protests and outrage within the past year. As this audio plays I lay Pinocchio to rest under a white blanket so people no longer see a puppet or a sculpture but a covered body that was once seen with laughter and foolery to then be a hard reality of how we are seen after being controlled too long.
My Thoughts of the after-math: I will be deeply honest with you about the piece: I thought it was a failure at first. The last 10 minutes of the piece after nearly an hour and 50 minutes of performing with the puppet the mood shifts from a very joyful moment to what ever one may determine the moments to be. To me the moment would be a wake up call for hearing queer voices and seeing us as human as possible even if it means seeing a puppet once seen lively and joyful to be covered in a white cloth like you would with any deceased individual. However for most people who saw or were seeing the piece the moment it happened it was a signal to leave, immediately in fact, when the realization hit that this performance was a lie and not some joyful moment that we can escape from no no it was a message like many art performances and it was a message that much of those who are not affected by would rather not try to even witness. I was shocked. by the time th audio ended I would of gotten up and the piece would of ended right there, but I was just amazed in different emptions that I decided to dedicate myself to stay as long as I could staring into space against the wall with the covered Pinocchio and see how those who I recall watching the piece would come back to respond by. It was exactly as I unfortunately thought of: much of those who once saw an artist act like a fool tied from neck to toe against a cross bar puppeteering a burlap piece for their entertainment was seen as human again people really avoided eye contact or to look at the direction of the set. Even the camera guy who was assigned to our floor left right as the 10 minutes was in the middle as in a rush too. The only individuals who stayed and communicated with me in this piece are those who I know and those individuals were part of my community, the community that had to speak but was never acknowledged because it was just too inconvenient. I was upset. Walked out really felt unheard at that last moment and just felt like an actual Pinocchio that was not heard when I was no longer able to move. I thought this piece was a failure until I thought about it and I realized that all art has reactions, good and bad, and my audience had a quick shift that made it so real that it really replicated reality: Trans and Queer lives are really acknowledged only when those outside benefit from it. It is all over and it is reflected: Drag race being seen by straight allies and corporations as the “Queer 101” in pop culture, queer movies and media eaten up by big money to be promoted with little effort and rainbows hoisted in June only to be tossed when it no longer benefits who controls queer lives and when it endangers their own -— own money that is. I really thought of shoving the piece in the storage box to never be brought up but it would be injustice to do so knowing it really did its job: It taught me that my work, our work, is needed more than ever. Pinocchio in all of us will one day be seen as real people but it will take a whole lot to do so.